Sunday 11 January 2015

I Think I Fallin Again


8 January 2015

it has been more than half years, we deciding to meet for the first time. Perasaan dia tu ya Allah, eksaited gilossss!! hehhehehh ;)

eksaited nyer pasal lah kan. Aku tak duli dahhh makan ker tak ritu, memang tak makan pape pun satu hari tu. hehehh. Balik jaa class terus buat card utk dia. Kunun2nya it such a memorable moment. Actually, nak aje aku bagi hadiah kat dia as his birthday present dia yg lepas. Memandangkan bajet aku yg sememangnya tgh bajet skrg. hukhukhukk!


tadaaa! di tepek tampal oleh aku sendiri. rela tak tido buat benda nihhhh phewww   

Without preparing plan for our very first date, pusing2 satu KL. Having a chitchat. taktaww nak pegi mana pun sebenaqnya. aihhhh... end up i deciding us to watching Taken 3. Boleyyy tahan lahh wayang dia, sbb aku memang follow pun citer nihh. yg time ngeri2 tu memang kelemahan aku lahhh. takley nak cover depan dia. malu sebenaqnya dpn dia. hehhhh apa lah kau nih gieeeee ermmmmm

he choose to took a couple seat lagii. hehehh *blushing blushingg ;)

Time dalam wayang tu. i wish i could stop a moment, sbb aku rasa mcm tak percaya he's infront of me. For me, he such kind of caring person. Sbb the way he treat me kind of different, yg aku tak pernah dapat time aku dgn ex aku dulu.

HAHAHHAAHAA moment paling buat aku malu skali, he try to pull out my tuck in shirt. pffttt malu gilaa siot. Never hv i tot dia akan buat cmtu, myb dia buat mcm tu sbb its look me more muslimah ciked. kot?

then, the wayang habis dlm pkul 1am cmtu. spanjang jalan dia hantar aku balik. aku ligat fikir cmne nak bagi dia card nih.. plan ak, nak taruk bawah seat. tapiii.. he never leave his car. aihhhhhh plan A failed! ishh ishhhhh.

end up, aku kasi time kami dah sampai kat bawah apartment aku duduk. i gave him the card.. jeng jeng jengggg. he grab my hand. i shockeddd! aku cepat2 keluar. tak sempat aku nak wish goodnight ker apaaa.

after all, aku rasa happy gilaaaaa! he truly makes my day. evendo sekejab pun jadi lah kan. Orangnya caring sgt, terserlah sgt caring dia tu. I think i fallin love for the first sight. OPPPPSS!! love the way he is. tapiiiii, at the same time, aku takut dikecewakan. sebab aku fikir, aku syok sendiri kerr?? sbb for me, he's to fine, apalah sgt aku ni di mata dia kan. Even if, aku dgn dia nnt boleh ker aku dapat kebahagiaan yg pernah aku dapat dulu. (kami belum declared pape pun lagi) or maybe dia anggap aku ni adik dia ja, erkkkkk itu lagi menyakitkan kot nak trima kenyataan kan. then i decide to keep silence about my feeling.

Tuesday 16 December 2014

Newbies


Bismillahirohmanirohim..

hoolaaa everyone. Errkk awkward awkward! bhahahaha. Actually i start to make dis blog pasai aku rasaa ni jelahh kot tempat aku expresss feeling aku, seee!! nampak nauu lonely nyerrss kat situ. aihhhh.

Sebab, dolu-doluu hadooo pakwe, mesti ak shared everything kat dia. Bila dia tadak, krikkkk krikkk kriikkk zzzzZZ.

InsyaAllah, entry entry yg aku share t kanggg, is what i been through in my laiiffff ;)

pixcaaa 1st aku shared, lulz